waktu akan melalapmu.


jadi lari,
karena saya tidak mau tinggal jadi memori.
seperti yang sudah lama jadi,
lalu mengulang kembali.

saya mohon lari,
karena saya tidak mau begini,
apalagi kembali mengusik hati,
atau kembali jadi sendiri lagi.

maukah kamu lari?
karena saya mau kamu disini.
lagi dan lagi.
jangan pergi.


maukah kamu lari?

rindu rindu mulai membuat pilu.
rindu rumah.

"alive" alive

"During those working years, I admire how S really really enjoyed his work. It's like, he talks about statistics and numbers like how ice cream and chocolates are for me. Like yummy. And I envied that. I wanted to feel as passionate about something. Like, something that makes me feel alive. Like "alive" alive. So I resigned, and moved from one company to another. Friends said I was weird to change jobs so quick like that. But that was all because I kept on feeling that something was missing. Inside me." - Diana Rikasari on her post Because I Couldn't Sleep, I Decided to Write (http://dianarikasari.blogspot.com/2012/09/because-i-couldnt-sleep-i-decided-to.html)



finally knowing that this happens to somebody else too.
it's a relief.

do i deserve this?


probably this is just not the right piece.

sunyi sebelum badai

tiba lagi,
di pelabuhan yang ini.

langit lalu senyap kembali,
seolah siap mati.

perahu kertas

perahu kertasku kan melaju
membawa surat cinta bagimu
kata-kata yang sedikit gila
tapi ini adanya

perahu kertas mengingatkanku
betapa ajaibnya hidup ini
mencari-cari tambatan hati
kau sahabatku sendiri

hidupkan lagi mimpi-mimpi
(cinta-cinta) cita-cita
yang lama ku pendam sendiri
berdua ku bisa percaya

ku bahagia kau telah terlahir di dunia
dan kau ada diantara milyaran manusia
dan ku bisa dengan radarku menemukanmu

tiada lagi yang mampu berdiri halangi rasaku
cintaku padamu

maudy ayunda