berapa lama lagi

saya boleh merasa setara dan tidak lagi berhutang maaf?
karena selamanya tidak akan datang seperti ini.

you

its scary and hopeful and confusing and beautiful all in the same time
and i just want to feel it together

love language:

nothing says 'i love you' quite like undivided attention

floats

where am i going from here?

speechless:

the hypocrisy is making me sick.

dissolve me

I don't want to be here anymore.

currently on my mind

It always come as a slap in the face every time I realize that people don't always think the same way like I do. And that is funny, isn't it? I should've always known that that is the case. That is not new. But still. The fact that we're always expecting people around us to think, assume, and perceive things the same way as we do is dangerously wrong. And life always has its own ways to make us forget that.
Things would be so much different, if not better, if we can truly understand things from other's perspective. If I can see the world through your eyes, hear music through your ears, feel love through your heart. If I can be you and see me the way you see me. That's the only way we know we're experiencing the same thing. The only way we know we're not promising something we cannot give. The only way we can truly trust anyone other than ourselves.

If only there's a way to find out.

at the end of the day,

no one is going to save you,

you can only be saved by you.

can you?

floating around :

i am not in it

i am not it.

she's so unhappy
it's quietly killing her

"wouldn't be so bad"
and so she thought.

tolong

yang ada hanya hampa

antara tawa atau air mata

bukan hanya luka apalagi bahagia

yang ada hanya hampa

i have never felt more betrayed.

good night

that looks like you
that feels like you
that smiles like you
I need someone just like you 
love me true
I'm forever blue
because there's no one else like you

no one else like you - adam levine

menunggu apa yang sekiranya hilang, atau memang belum datang

semua memang berusaha menjauhkan kita

dan saya bukan takut berusaha

dan tidak sedikitpun kurang saya mencinta

hanya kamu memang terasa berbeda

atau kita yang memang sudah tak sama

atau memang ini yang seharusnya

karena kita tidak lagi menjadi terlena

tak lagi asyik berbagi cerita

atau ada hanya demi bersama

bukan ada hanya karena terpaksa

kita adalah yang teristimewa

tapi tak pantas sekedar terpaksa

karena kita sama-sama pantas dicinta

hurts like heaven

please don't let go