tentang jarak

ribuan kali terlatih bilang "sampai ketemu lagi",
nyatanya rasa ngilu itu tidak jadi hilang.


ngilu yang tidak biru,
tapi tidak kalah pilu.


karena nyatanya "jauh tapi dekat di hati" memang tidak mempan mengusir rindu.

untuk yang jauh dan dirindu.

midnight message :

lost without you.

will you come and stay?

rough patch.

everything will be okay.


you and me
always and forever
na na na na naaa na naa

i hate you.

i don't get you, and am sick of you.
there.
said it.

speak :

please make me,
words
going back and forth
inside this clustered head.

let the fingers free,
the feet dance,
the heart feels.


let me off
this haunted mind.

last year in a flash

january

 february

march

 april

may

 june

july

 august

september

october

november

december

i had a good one, thank you.

for another 356 days of giggles and tears, happy and sad, hardwork and fun,

cheers!

angkasa yang selalu ingin dijaga.

mengalah
kalah?
atau salah?

pusing cari langkah.

telan sendiri.

entah hati yang menjadi terlalu rapuh,
bilur-bilur pilu yang menjadi terlalu ampuh.

kosong ini mencari isi.
selimut aman yang selalu dicari.

heartbroken.

http://www.uptownupdate.com

for sandy hook shooting victims and families,
my thoughts and prayers are with you.

this time of the year

http://blog.sfgate.com

pesan singkat

alasan setinggi langit
yang lalu bicara cuma wacana
citra hanya dipoles
tapi tindak hanya di bayang.


muak.

currently on my mind :

(a nice intimate talk in a crowded place)

 (little time outdoor, on a nice windy day)

(mom and dad with Sade on the music playlist)

(gloomy weather seen from the balcony)

somehow its simply hard to put whats on your mind out with just words.

saya rindu kamu, kata.

jangan hilang ditelan suara.

it's the littlest thing you'll miss.